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Family & Friendship

The new dawn of a New Year.

1st Jan, 2017

1st January 2017 – I can’t help being in reflective mood again today. It has been days since I’ve seen my little boy and this time hangs heavy when all around me my friends are spending time with their kids. (Loss =’the feeling of grief after losing someone or something of value’). Just because of my
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Nutrition & Wellbeing

I Feel Like Such A Bad Person Right Now!

29th Nov, 2016

29th November 2016 – This process wouldn’t be a thorough process without some real time spent reflecting on why I am where I am. Right now though, I am really struggling to think about anything other than what I must have done wrong and what this now means for my poor little boy. I am stuck More

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Family & Friendship

The mindset to get on

21st Nov, 2016

21st November 2016 - I will always write the same thing on a Monday when I have had my son for the weekend. It is that horrible feeling that I know I won’t see the little fella again for a few days. Even typing this now I feel tearful. I feel tearful because I know none of this is my choice and the bond with my son has got stronger and stronger over the last few months. For now, it is him and I against the world (well for 50% of the time anyway). Nothing else really matters, nothing else is of motivation and if nothing else this shocking situation has given me 100% clarity on this.
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Opportunities

Strengths & Weaknesses

5th Nov, 2016

5th November 2016 – Saturday morning means a trip to football with my son. I am also overjoyed to hear the knock at the door which signals my Mum and Dad arriving. My parents stock was always high but has soared over the last six months. My Dad brings in the bags from his car
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